Wednesday, October 28, 2009

今天
同班上12位同学
去jj
详细内容
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hwinghwing.blogspot.com

有点懒惰


很开心
在玩的时候
忘掉所有烦恼

虽然在电影院的时候
很想睡觉
也一直在想考试的事情
但还是很
enjoy
hehe

起初有点看不懂
(理解能力过于差)
但后面就了解了
hehe
(开窍)


还有
还有
为了问明那个在电脑词典做工的是不是咏桢的哥哥
我和靖菁
在popular38了差不多45分钟
(等咏桢哥哥的顾客走)

死咏桢
一直不承认他哥哥很关心他
wakakaxx

谢谢
pronoob
讲历史‘故事’给我听
陪我读地理
鼓励我
(虽然我睡着了拉)
真的很谢谢你

谢谢
ong sing
陪我一起读书
让我分清楚
阿都拉。。。

谢谢
嘉俊
留下来
吃糖果

谢谢
OBaSang
陪我一起读书

谢谢
................

害怕。忧虑

今天
考完试
成绩不理想
已是预料当中
很害怕
害怕
成绩出来
考卷上的名字
写着陈梅英
而分数栏上填着的
是不理想的成绩
我怕
我会接受不了事实

会哭

emo
我真得很怕

或许
会认为
我真的很笨
真的很无聊
为纸上的那区区几分
伤心
懊恼

很坦白地说
对不起
我就是这样的一个人
分数对我就是这么的重要

我还是
放不下
不能

看见
白纸的红字
不理想
不哭
其实
我还是
很害怕
很伤心

我会很想哭

我会努力
努力不让他让眼眶涌出来
可是有时候
还是会
不由自主
对不起
我对自己说


心里充满恐惧



This Is Me-Camp Rock
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Right inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

.................

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Friends...

i went Cambridge yesterday
i mean tuition center
topic is about 'friend'
at last,teacher ask us 2 write one essay about 'what the qualities expect in a good friend?'
i am so chagrin
i have no idea about it
i try to ask myself again and again
maybe is understanding?
maybe is tell you all his or her secrets?
maybe is tell the truth,even if it hurts me?
or not hold a grudge?
or travel across the city to see me?
remember my birthday?
give me advice?
or not talk about you behind your back?
or help with my problems?
actually
this is all i tick in the student book when it ask to tick about what i expert my friends to do for me
i know it is too many
hehe
but
i was thinking what is the most important?
actually i didn't get the answer
but i wrote 'trust'
the essay is like tis
[The quality i expert in a good friend is trust.i have a good friend whose name is xxx,She is not really understanding,but she trusts me.We share about us when we are free.While sharing,she will tell me all her secrets.Therefore she will give me support when i take part in any competition,she believes that i can do it well.But,she will be angry when i play with other friends and let her be alone.i admit that i am also not a good friend,i suspect my friends,i don't tell all my secrets to my friends.i don't really trust anyone of my friends.Anyway,i feel thankful because i have a friend like xxx who trusts me a lot.]
i know it really like a small child write one
but my essay level is really just reach a small child level
this is fake
but i am not a good friend is truth
i admit that i am selfish
i am not a understanding friend
i ask people to do many thing for me
but
i know
for them
i am nothing
i am useless

xxx
i am sorry that i always force you to do the thing you don't like
i don't know it is forcing
really sorry about that




喜欢睡觉
因为可以暂时抛开所有烦恼
享受
那种一个人的黑暗















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