害怕。忧虑

今天
考完试
成绩不理想
已是预料当中
很害怕
害怕
成绩出来
考卷上的名字
写着陈梅英
而分数栏上填着的
是不理想的成绩
我怕
我会接受不了事实
怕
会哭
怕
emo
我真得很怕

或许
会认为
我真的很笨
真的很无聊
为纸上的那区区几分
伤心
懊恼

很坦白地说
对不起
我就是这样的一个人
分数对我就是这么的重要

我还是
放不下
不能

看见
白纸的红字
不理想
不哭
其实
我还是
很害怕
很伤心

我会很想哭
但
我会努力
努力不让他让眼眶涌出来
可是有时候
还是会
不由自主
对不起
我对自己说


心里充满恐惧



This Is Me-Camp Rock
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Right inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

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